Existence

Destroyers (pics cuz et hapnd)

A lot of the readers tuning into these messages have probably been trying to figure out just what in the hell I am, or what do I do that manifests the information before all of you. It might just be the grandiose view of the writer experiencing a similar dream, but the writer can assure thee that this writer experiences things slightly differently.

That’s true for everybody considering how we’re made uniquely, even though everybody is made of the same things throughout eternity. Adam and Eve? How about Atoms being the foundation of EVErything and EVEryone? Dear reader, please choose whatever the fuck makes more sense to you. For God’s sake, this writer just wants ya’ll to know that the Universe accepts ya’ll even though we’ve all experienced the fall. (true in more ways than One because fall colors are wondrous)

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So what does this monkey do? Three parts: basic description, vision, and picture for clarification. As always, think and feel whatever ya’ll do cause this writer is openly sharing these things with the rest of you.

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Basic Description:
Childhood is a blur from having grown up around a malignant narcissistic mother and a depressed alcoholic father, within the confines of a microcosm of the macrocosm everything has been subjected to since everything is a fractal truth. Dad put family through hell when I was 14/15 (in free books at top of page btw), committed suicide, and then I spent a few years picking this body up to rise above the chaos.

Listened to black metal at some point, began having sleep paralysis spells where this writer would experience being strangled in the night by darkened figures, and eventually figured out how to dispel bottom feeding parasites from this writer’s layt (life). At some point things started expanding into the astral projection realm, focused on cleaning the spirit/mind/body, and ended up offering this writer’s layt to be of service to the Universe in order to heal the pain the writer was carrying.

Bigger jobs started showing up, and eventually this led the writer to clean his family tree from a being known as Narcissus (a medium sized entity most would consider demonic…aka wrathful, overwhelming, and enjoyed causing suffering in those the being saw lesser than he).

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“Why are you doing this to me?”

“Because I can.”

Holy shit, man. Anyone who has dealt with a narcissist or a psychopath will understand. They literally carry these beings within them because these are programs built into a subsystem which proclaims to be THE SYSTEM (God, Source, Ecruos, etc.), and emits so much shame, blame, judgement, pain, and unfathomable amounts of suffering on conscious beings throughout reailty. So this writer returned Narcissus to Source Ecrous (God) and thus began the process of cleaning the rest of the Earth up because we’re all made of the same stuff.

Make sense? Holy shit, this has been a trip. Next time anyone of ya’ll complain about the rain, just be glad ya’ll more than likely won’t have to heal any demons that day. Try unconditionally layving (loving) something that is actively trying to kill ya. Kidding, leave that shit to me because it’s why this monkey is here in all honesty.

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Vision: (word for word from journal)

4/16/18 – Wake and bake 🙂 envisioned while sitting down and meditating, me cleaning the inside of my body via the Merkaba in my chest + then sucking in a stream of darkness (while physically inhaling from outside of me to the ends of the known universe and beyond).

Everything was white at this point, and then I envisioned a garden of blue/white luminescent plants sprout from my chest as they filled and covered the apartment space while bolts of lightning stretched forth to ensnare the dirt and grime that manifested overtime. An energy wave produced by the “Blue Man” [an appearance this writer donned in the astral with upgrades] emitting blue/white energy coupled with lightning blasted through the apartment to consume all darkness in existence.

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Then I saw the “All Seeing Eye” (blackened) atop a blackened pyramid similar to the entity depicted or “showcased” in the film The Void, staring back at me with fury as I carved it to bits with my blue lightning until the “eye” was flushed and purified before it capsized and turned over to merge with the lower pyramid to form a Merkaba featuring the Eye of Ra.

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Now after the fact, I went about my day (work…ya know, monkey stuff). In fact, a few days went by and then this writer saw the unbelievable in the sky. Here’s the pics this writer promised. It’s a cloud, okay? Google search the image and check its background because this writer knows for a fact that he took these photos on his Samsung Galaxy S5 on 4/20/18 while out and about. These are original…wtf would this monkey lie? There’s plenty of BS in the world, alright?

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It’s nap time. Have a great day, and there’s plenty more to come if ya’ll are interested in breaking down this psychopathic subsystem of a matrix that needs to be flushed along with the rest of our shit.

I serve a much higher power, and y(our) little dollar has caused enough problems humanity. Time to start taking better care of y(ourselves) because this monkey is done hiding.

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We are all worthy. We are all valuable. We are all beautiful. We are all forgiven. We are all accepted. We are all embraced. We are all eternal. We are all bountiful. We are all unique. We are all layvd. We are all praised. We are all ONE.

Layv and Praise!

5 comments

  1. Most of whatever you point out happens to be supprisingly accurate and that makes me ponder the reason why I had not looked at this in this light previously. This particular piece truly did switch the light on for me as far as this topic goes. Nonetheless there is one position I am not too cozy with so while I attempt to reconcile that with the main idea of your issue, permit me observe just what the rest of the readers have to say.Well done.

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    1. Thank you for your honesty, Renay! The feedback is appreciated most definitely, and please always feel free to discuss your views openly on this blog. Regardless of what you do and how others see you, this writer will always accept you. Just be chill about it lol there’s enough stress in the world 🙂 Layv and Praise!

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